Unlike every other house we had a rule to get up early even on Sundays. Today i am tired as if sleep was not proper and how will it be when i slept only for 3hrs.
The whole night i have been only thinking about Piyush and our kids, i have been thinking about the names i would keep for them.
Its a nice feeling to fall in love and this kind where you don't even know the person personally.
And no wonder that most of the things were happening to me were like movie scenes. I love to watch kids play, sit alone in the balcony and drink tea admiring the same scenery which use to bore me in the near past.
All stupid love songs became the favorite one and smiling for the mistakes you do thinking about a person whom you don't know.
Oh my God !!! What am i doing ???
This is not Gayatri, I have never been like this. I would think even before i fall in love or i should say i won't fall in love if i think.
Mom: Gayi, what are you doing??
Me: Studying Mumma. (was a complete lie)
Mom: Beta, need your help. Can you prepare lunch while i can go and meet Meena Aunty.
Me: (Angry) Why?? I am studying and i won't be able to concentrate on studies again.(as if i was really concentrating on STUDIES)
Mom: Please Bachcha.
Me: Ok!! I'll do it.
Today is my birthday and its the same thing when you are at home. Nothing new and no changes except your increase in age. Though i don't look like 20. And one more new thing that i'm in love which i am not sure about.
Day went on well, i planned to wear my new dress tomorrow and wish to see him tomorrow.
Good Night
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Saturday, August 7, 2010
1st Day
A terrible start of the day, mom as usual scolding me to get up early and study. I'm not sure if i will go to college today. Don't want to see him again staring at me. I'll ask Suhasini to take the notes for me. Also, Sowmya must be waiting for me, lets call her first.
(Phone ringing......)
Sowmi: Hello??
Me: Hi, Sowmi. Don't wait for me , i won't come today.
Sowmi: Reason?
Me: Uhmmm...
Sowmi: I can't take that as a valid reason, come on waiting for you.
Me: But....
Sowmi: Why you don't want to face him? Lets go!!!
Me: Fine, I'll be at the bus stop . Just ring me once you near the stop.
Sowmi: Good. I'll do that. Bye..
Me: Hmmm... Bye.
(Got in bus number 6A)
Sowmi: Now you ok?
Me: Yeah , I am.
We started walking towards the college, now what? Shit...
I saw him, I'm scared to see him. He just gets inside my heart and i'm lost. His eyes just penetrate straight in my soul. I hate looking at him.
Sowmi: Its Piyush , looking at you. Why don't you say 'HI' to him?
Me: No, If he wants to let him come and speak first. Since first year he has been staring at me and never spoke to me in these two years.
Sowmi: Your wish.
Know what , tomorrow is my birthday and its my last birthday in my college. After this will be graduated and have to leave this college.
I hope before i leave this place, he comes and talks to me. Just entered in my class.
Amu: Hey Gayatri, I got you slam book diary.
Me: Wow!! Show me what you wrote about me.
Amu: you know my handwriting is big, so i took lot pages.
Me: Its really a lot pages, will read later.
Amu: Hey, i guess that's our Banking papers.
Sowmi: I'll check.
Sowmya was asking the guys in class if that was Banking paper which we wrote some two weeks before. I hope its nice because i really did well.
Sowmi (shouting): Gayatri!!!
Me: What?? Why you shouting in my ears?
Sowmi: You are the topper Yaar!!
Me: what?? (Amazed and Smiling)
Amu: Wow!!! get the papers Sowmi.
Sowmi: Piyush said he'll give it because Sir asked him to distribute it in the class.
Me: That's ok.
Piyush again started looking at me. I don't know what he thinks but i feel butterflies in my stomach when he looks at me. He is coming towards me, don't know why.
Piyush: Gayatri, you scored highest . Its 46 out of 50 and i scored the same.
(He gave my paper and also others)
Me: Thanks. Piyush , I gave my diary to everyone in class and i want you also to write something for me.
Piyush: Sure!!! I'll be glad to write it. Thanks.
Classes went fine and Piyush was talking to Rajesh the whole day , i think he's talking about me.
Me and Sowmi came back home. My tuitions also got over but sometimes i go to tuitions to clarify my doubts. I have started studying but still not confident.
I am trying to study but Piyush's eyes don't let me study. I feel as if he's watching me all the time. Suddenly while studying i found myself in a garden with lot of flowers and butterflies. Piyush holding my hand and looking into my eyes . As he looks at me , my eyes look down to his lips. As if he is going to say something which i already know. He pulls me close and just a centimeter away is his lips to mine. Both of start breathing fast , he is coming more close to me and his hands now on my hips. Not able to look into his eyes and phone started ringing.
(Phone ringing loud....)
Mom: Gayi, you got a call.
Me: Who is it??
Mom: Someone named Piyush.
Me: What??
Mom: Finish call soon and i don't want to see you wasting time chatting with guys.
Me: ya , i know...
He called me? Why? And who gave him my number?? So many questions surrounded me at a time.
Me: Hello?
Piyush: Hey, Gayatri. I'm sorry for disturbing you now but your slam book is with me and tomorrow is holiday. Shall i give it on tuesday?
Me: Why on tuesday? Return it on monday. Are you not coming on monday?
Piyush: I will, need time to write it.
Me: Ok, No problem.
Piyush: Thanks. Will talk to you in college. Bye!!!
Me: Bye!!
I am so happy that he called me , i don't know why i pretend to avoid him. I love to talk to him and i know he feels the same. Can sleep nicely today thinking about him.
(Phone ringing......)
Sowmi: Hello??
Me: Hi, Sowmi. Don't wait for me , i won't come today.
Sowmi: Reason?
Me: Uhmmm...
Sowmi: I can't take that as a valid reason, come on waiting for you.
Me: But....
Sowmi: Why you don't want to face him? Lets go!!!
Me: Fine, I'll be at the bus stop . Just ring me once you near the stop.
Sowmi: Good. I'll do that. Bye..
Me: Hmmm... Bye.
(Got in bus number 6A)
Sowmi: Now you ok?
Me: Yeah , I am.
We started walking towards the college, now what? Shit...
I saw him, I'm scared to see him. He just gets inside my heart and i'm lost. His eyes just penetrate straight in my soul. I hate looking at him.
Sowmi: Its Piyush , looking at you. Why don't you say 'HI' to him?
Me: No, If he wants to let him come and speak first. Since first year he has been staring at me and never spoke to me in these two years.
Sowmi: Your wish.
Know what , tomorrow is my birthday and its my last birthday in my college. After this will be graduated and have to leave this college.
I hope before i leave this place, he comes and talks to me. Just entered in my class.
Amu: Hey Gayatri, I got you slam book diary.
Me: Wow!! Show me what you wrote about me.
Amu: you know my handwriting is big, so i took lot pages.
Me: Its really a lot pages, will read later.
Amu: Hey, i guess that's our Banking papers.
Sowmi: I'll check.
Sowmya was asking the guys in class if that was Banking paper which we wrote some two weeks before. I hope its nice because i really did well.
Sowmi (shouting): Gayatri!!!
Me: What?? Why you shouting in my ears?
Sowmi: You are the topper Yaar!!
Me: what?? (Amazed and Smiling)
Amu: Wow!!! get the papers Sowmi.
Sowmi: Piyush said he'll give it because Sir asked him to distribute it in the class.
Me: That's ok.
Piyush again started looking at me. I don't know what he thinks but i feel butterflies in my stomach when he looks at me. He is coming towards me, don't know why.
Piyush: Gayatri, you scored highest . Its 46 out of 50 and i scored the same.
(He gave my paper and also others)
Me: Thanks. Piyush , I gave my diary to everyone in class and i want you also to write something for me.
Piyush: Sure!!! I'll be glad to write it. Thanks.
Classes went fine and Piyush was talking to Rajesh the whole day , i think he's talking about me.
Me and Sowmi came back home. My tuitions also got over but sometimes i go to tuitions to clarify my doubts. I have started studying but still not confident.
I am trying to study but Piyush's eyes don't let me study. I feel as if he's watching me all the time. Suddenly while studying i found myself in a garden with lot of flowers and butterflies. Piyush holding my hand and looking into my eyes . As he looks at me , my eyes look down to his lips. As if he is going to say something which i already know. He pulls me close and just a centimeter away is his lips to mine. Both of start breathing fast , he is coming more close to me and his hands now on my hips. Not able to look into his eyes and phone started ringing.
(Phone ringing loud....)
Mom: Gayi, you got a call.
Me: Who is it??
Mom: Someone named Piyush.
Me: What??
Mom: Finish call soon and i don't want to see you wasting time chatting with guys.
Me: ya , i know...
He called me? Why? And who gave him my number?? So many questions surrounded me at a time.
Me: Hello?
Piyush: Hey, Gayatri. I'm sorry for disturbing you now but your slam book is with me and tomorrow is holiday. Shall i give it on tuesday?
Me: Why on tuesday? Return it on monday. Are you not coming on monday?
Piyush: I will, need time to write it.
Me: Ok, No problem.
Piyush: Thanks. Will talk to you in college. Bye!!!
Me: Bye!!
I am so happy that he called me , i don't know why i pretend to avoid him. I love to talk to him and i know he feels the same. Can sleep nicely today thinking about him.
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